Heavy.

I'm trying to lose some weight right now. I want my BMI (Body Mass Index) to be at a healthier number but I was getting bogged down by the actual numbers on the scale-- it feels like it's never going to be possible to get where I want just because the numbers are so far apart.

So, seeing the anxiety the scale was bringing Chris had the genius idea that he would hide the scale and that a month later we'll check and see where we are. That means 5 weeks of killer workouts and healthy eating for the sheer sake of killer workouts and healthy eating. But I am excited to get on the scale in a month but also scared-- what if nothing changes? What if that terrible number pops right back up?

When Chris and I first got together I was 10 pounds heavier than I am now. The heaviest I've ever been in my life. And forgive me for getting all mushy on you for a minute but there is such great comfort and acceptance knowing that he fell for me when I was a little tubby. So this weight loss really is for me. I'm happy the way I look but I want to be healthier.

We've been working out 6 times a week and eating REALLY healthy since January 8th and I can feel a little difference in my jeans. We're doing the big weigh-in on February 17th-- I'll let you know how it goes!

Now... it's time to hit the gym. Again.

3 comments- my fav!:

missris said...

Wow that's a lot of discipline--I'm so impressed! Good luck!

Meri said...

I'd say with exercise and healthy eating, the more you practice the easier it gets! Good luck, and do what feels good. Screw the scale.
Cheers!
Meri
merigoesround.blogspot.com

Kalee said...

You can do this. The only way it ever works is when you're doing it for yourself and have a healthy mindset. You meet both criteria. Can't wait to hear how it goes!

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